March 2010
2 posts
February 2010
3 posts
January 2010
5 posts
“Was I a fool when I said that sexuality wasn’t important in love? Maybe I...”
December 2009
1 post
Drowning Without Water... Random Thoughts 2
So this is how drowning without water feels…
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I look at the ceiling of this tiny cramped room and there is nothing but emptiness. There is nothing in between us that can best the triumph of this abyssal darkness… I have done everything I could, but the mere absence of you, voids me of self…
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November 2009
1 post
I'm Missing You So Much...
It’s been 5 years… and I’m longing for you… I don’t think I can make it without you… I’m not myself when I’m not around you… this is so hard… I admit…
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I may write a dozen of twisted things about what we had… but...
October 2009
6 posts
The Ride
I.I’ve been with you all the way, I’ve been with you through all your pain, I tried to stay by your side, worked it out and make it right, I was there when you’re crying, I shared with all your victories, I thought that we’d last forever but it was a happily never after…
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Inescapable... Random Thoughts 1
If I ever find you then I would die, for in your hands lie my heart, and you are my ultimate love… I am not ready yet, I have to venture into the jungles of false loves, hatred, violence… so that when the right time comes, I will welcome my demise with a smile, knowing no regrets, leaving nothing behind… this is the inescapable destiny… learning to love you… ♥
We...
Of Those Many Mistakes (I'm That Barry You Like...
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As a teacher, you try to project a life that is seamless, righteous, and perfect. They can try all they want, but they don’t get any closer in achieving anything near the mentioned virtues, maybe righteous, but not seamless or perfect. I always fall victim into trying to achieve any of these virtues, and I always end up with...
Trapped In Your Freedom (I'm That Barry You Like...
When you walked away from me the first time, I thought to myself, what the f*** are you doing? Why are you letting that person take away everything from your happiness to your survival essentials… Then I tried to ran after you and beg you to stay, ‘cause without you is just miserable. Then another part of me is telling that, this ain’t the first time that somebody walked away from you, in fact,...
September 2009
3 posts
CTRL+Z
I wish I could go back in time, to the day it was the two of us
I wish I could just sit and press rewind, I know our lives has changed
I wish I could press control z, to unbreak your heart and you unbreak mine
I wish I could, I wish I could, I wish I could
All my life I pretended, the things we do, don’t matter
Deep inside I was wishing for them to last forever
But as I open my eyes,...
“it’s ok for you to leave me… but when you decide to come back,...”
– Barry Manguerra
